It is totally obvious to me that I have to either "shit" or get off the "pot." Too much whining. Who wants to read that shit.? Not me. Either I come back to my old self or put this baby to bed. I'm not saying this for anyone to comment about it...don't. I have to make a choice whether to go or to stay.
It all started with losing my job..then selling our old house and building this house. I won't go into all my concerns because that is private...and I am told on a daily basis I have no reason to worry because financially we are fine. But I worry about the "what ifs." They keep me up at night. Health issues etc. But that comes with age. Taxes are higher here...I just can't seem to fit in . I worry and worry.
Where is that fucking "balonie" asshole when I need her? I need her to take over my life again.
I have an idea about writing stuff I know about....not the daily life stuff. But things that I remember from my youth and and up. You might be surprised what I did in the 60's.
Thanks for lending an ear......
Let me ponder on this for a day or so.
Joan
4 comments:
(((hugs)))
I haven't been so regular on my blog Either...If nothing else instead of getting rid of it, just put it on "vacation"...
I know you're on FB but I just hate seeing so many of my friends leaving blogging....and I LOVE reading yours.
BUT! I support you in whatEVER you want to do...100%!
Sending prayers that it all comes together for you sweet lady!!
Hughugs
MY OLD stuff was funny too,,, I think we are getting OLD,,,, I will come and read the crazy stuff still just keep writing
Oh, so we can talk now!! LOL
Don't give up blogging, Joan! If you need a rest, take it, but don't ever leave us, we would miss you SO much.
((hugs))
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