You may have noticed that I have not written anything in here for awhile. Nothing is really wrong ...yet everything is wrong.
It's the transition from one house to the next. I did not do well with moving on with my life from the workplace to retirement nor am I doing well with this.
Please do not tell me to you are sorry..etc.... It's okay. I am dealing with it every day. I just need to say some stuff. So don't be going ohhh Joan.... I'm not looking for sympathy ...just getting it off my chest.
I will miss my neighbours and friends in the hood. You knew that already....but as time goes by I get misty eyed. I know what to expect with the changing of the seasons...and today all the black birds (hundreds of them at different times) came by to visit my little pond reserve I made for them and descended on it. The sound was deafening with all of them enjoying the pond and all the bird baths. Today I had Robins, blackbirds and doves fighting for a bath. My neighbour next door has a huge pond....these guys fight each other for a bath in a bird bath...stupid birds....really... you assholes have a spa right next door.
Soon the Geese will be migrating. Our house is on their flight path. I will miss them shitting on my deck..or my head. Or in my wine.
I worry and I worry. Not only about this but will our house get sold. Right now it looks good. You damn Americans almost gave me a heart attack last weeks when you might have gone in another recession. Your economy affects ours and yet we are doing so well.
So... I will trundle on....and worry. YOU CAN NOT STOP ME. But if you know of any under the counter stress relievers.. my ears are open.