Wow it's been a long time sitting here trying to figure out what to write in such a big space. How did I do that before I turned into a turtle? I stuck my head back into my shell and hoped it would all go away. And the stupid part is.....there is nothing wrong. Just this feeling of doom. It follows me around day and night and I think of the most stupid stuff. I can't even enjoy my life. I thought if I would confess this tonight it might make me take control of my life again. Get off my ass and be the person I used to be. I really want that energy and control again.
Balonie.... xxx taking one step forward.