I have not gone away.
I remember when we moved into our old house some 26 years ago and I had so much energy and great ideas and hey I am the queen of the castle....not so much right now...but I have been overdoing it. Surprise. heh
I need order. In order to have order ... you need to know where shit is. This is where the problem lies. If we would have our new furniture I could put stuff where it belongs...but I don't just yet.
The house is beautiful....but it is far away from being a home. It echoes. It has no character yet. It's like living in a vault. I get a little misty some nights. Penny is looking for a place she can call her own...just like me. We don't fit in. Just yet. Gord... he doesn't give a shit...because this was his dream.