I feel like "shit" today.... I turned over in the waterbed this morning and felt something rip on my left side...ouch... it's been paining me all morning. Two tylenol with codienne helped a little.
Yesterday was shitty too. My Auntie Ann died. She was 84 years old. She was the last one of my mom's family alive...now they are all gone. Seems so final. And so sad. Our family was very close, and always had huge family get togethers with aunites, uncles and cousins. I'm meeting with all the cousins tonite, as I will be doing the Eulogy for Auntie, and need to get some added information about her that I may have forgotten. It's kind of scary, because now ..WE.. are the elders. Next stop "boot hill." toot..toot..hence my need for good drugs!
I know it's Friday, I should be UP...but I just can't get there. I know, "bossy" cousin will be there tonight (not Aunties daugher). Bossy cousin, gets on my last nerve. You all probably have met someone like her in your lifetime...she's the one who knows absolutely F*n everything. There is no subject in the ENTIRE stinking world, she does not have an opinion on...or advice to give. I'm getting a headache already. I need a drink. Hopefully I can get out of there before I beat the crap out of her!! She probably wouldn't even notice if I body slammed her in a wall, her mouth would still be a yakity yakkin away.
Give me strength....